I want to be alone so badly. Like I don't want this relationship at all. I don't feel comfortable in it because I know I'll fuck it up in time because I haven't even figured myself out int he slightest. I dont like myself. I feel like I could if I really focused on me, and even though my boyfriend gives me the space I need, there is just that cloud over my head. You know.. where my actions will affect someone else. Hurt someones feelings or make them angry. I don't want any of that right now. Not for a long time. :( How are you doing in your relationship?
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I want to be alone so badly. Like I don't want this relationship at all. I don't feel comfortable in it because I know I'll fuck it up in time because I haven't even figured myself out int he slightest. I dont like myself. I feel like I could if I really focused on me, and even though my boyfriend gives me the space I need, there is just that cloud over my head. You know.. where my actions will affect someone else. Hurt someones feelings or make them angry. I don't want any of that right now. Not for a long time. :( How are you doing in your relationship?
oh and i commented on your "Amarte Duele." post
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